They were trying to hurry, for the signs indicated some kind
or another of dire circumstance for that evening, but a small,
resolved thief stuck to his guns in front of Giles.
Tell your future, sir. Very cheap.
My future is cheap? Giles asked in amusement,
looking at the young boy a.k.a. self-proclaimed fortune teller
who'd planted himself in the way.
Come on, Rupert, said Wesley. You know
there can't be anything to this."
No, no, I see what is for you, sir. Very clear,
sir, in that place." A gesture of a small head
indicated an abandoned church with smudged windows and uncertain
interior.
"But we're not going in there," Buffy said as Willow
peered around her to get a better look.
The boy was stubborn. Your future is there, sir,
all the same.
Giles, politely, gave the child some coins and said,
Tell me.
Tall man, sir. Very sad. You know him,
sir. From long ago. He make you sad, then he make you
very happy. If you trust him, sir. If you trust
him.
The thief ran away. Giles blinked, looking after him,
then turned when Wesley snorted.
Peculiar," Giles said.
Do you believe him? Willow asked, almost
eagerly.
No, and we're not stopping," Giles said.
"Usually one is promised fame and fortune."
"And romance," Buffy said, a little bitterly.
"Still--" Willow said, but Buffy cut her off.
"T
..R
..A
..P
.."
"We have matters of more importance right now,"
Giles added in.
And so they went on, with Willow looking behind them all the
way.
The circumstance for that evening turned out to be more of a
problem than the books indicated. They went out in a huddle
- Slayer, Slayerettes, and two Watchers - and got royally
separated in the dark and a confusion of demons who, for some
reason, weren't biting.
Buffy woke to the sound of Willow crying.
"Will?" she asked fuzzily.
"Oh, Buffy! I can't wake him!"
Can't wake who? Where were they? Buffy opened her
eyes, but she didn't get any answers for doing so. At first
she wasn't aware that her eyes were open, it was so dim, so dim
that the discovery she was upright came slowly.
She was on a chair and her hands were fastened behind
her. She moved them and felt cold metal. Handcuffs
perhaps. Her feet were secured below the range of her
vision. She shifted her legs, but they felt sticky.
Blood? Hers? Buffy could smell it, see it
coagulated across her lap and it felt incredibly tender
there. She'd been hit in the stomach and at her side.
Somewhere else, she imagined. Perhaps her head. It
would account for her headache and that she'd been unconscious
long enough to be brought here, to this room.
"Will?"
"Here, Buffy."
Willow was several feet away, similarly tied. Buffy
could see the bare glint of her eyes and the white pallor of her
skin. In the shadows under her chair were gray outlines of
shackles. Not handcuffs then, and Buffy cursed to
herself. Handcuffs could be broken, sometimes, but she'd
never managed her way out of those large medieval grips.
"I can't wake him, Buffy!"
"Who?" Buffy asked, squinting, and then she saw
Xander's head at an angle behind Willow.
"He was hit rather hard," came a third voice way off
in the dark.
"Wesley?" Buffy asked with a sinking dread.
"Who else?"
"It's just us four," Wesley answered in a strained
voice. "Oz and Rupert weren't brought with us."
"Then where are they?" Buffy demanded, panic
spiraling in her stomach.
"I don't believe they were captured as we were."
"Where are we?"
"I don't know," Wesley replied. "I tried
to stay aware, but
.." He stopped, perhaps
overcome by whatever was rattling in his throat, confirmed a
moment later when he coughed wetly.
"This isn't good," Buffy whispered as she tried to
make out her surroundings. She had a sense it was large,
the way their voices echoed for one reason. Her own gut
feeling as well. Unmoving shapes lay half-submerged in the
dusk around them.
Something rustled behind her, and she tensed as it nuzzled her
ankle. "Mouse?" she asked in a hushed voice.
"Rat," Willow said in a terribly frightened tone.
Buffy thought about the blood on her legs, then tried not
to. The nuzzling stopped and she waited in horror, but the
rat scuttled away.
She closed her eyes and tried to calm her heartbeat, which was
thumping so loudly she could barely hear over it. After a
few moments, she could perceive the rat. It was several
yards away, it's fur rubbing like a scouring pad along the bottom
of the wall. When it quieted, she heard Willow's woolen
sweater moving with her breathing, beyond her the hard gasp of
Xander's lungs. He was alive at least. Comforted,
Buffy sought out Wesley. There was a catch under each of
his draws of air, and something splattering slowly.
"Wes? Are you bleeding?" Buffy asked.
"From my nose," he said. "It's not bad,
really."
Had it been Giles saying that, Buffy would have been
worried. Wesley, on the other hand, was generally quite
clear on the extent of his injuries. "Don't tilt your
head back," she told him. "If you get too much in
your stomach, it'll make you barf."
She heard a sudden shift and smiled at it, despite the
situation.
Reaching beyond him, she encountered a low vibration, but
faint. Too faint to give her any information beyond that it
felt reassuring, though she had no idea why. Giving up on
that, she took a deep breath. The air was musty, like the
astringent tang from a decrepit aunt's trunk long-stored in a
damp attic.
"We're underground," Buffy mused, "but not very
far. Will, were you awake when we came down here?"
"No. Buffy, I feel strange, like I want to
sleep."
"We've been drugged, Will," she said.
"Try to fight it."
Buffy tested her shackles again before subsiding into
defeat. They were simply going to have to wait.
"
..damnit
.." she mumbled.
If this had been a cheesy movie, their captors would have
shown up about now. But no one came. Hours went by.
Though she'd never admitted it to Giles, Buffy's internal
sense of time was accurate. They waited at least five
hours. Willow and Wesley slept on and off, and Xander moved
several times, as if seeking consciousness. Buffy flexed
her arms and legs as well as she could, trying to ward off those
numbing prickles that come from immobility. Every so often,
rats went by them in the dark, but either they weren't curious or
they had a schedule.
Intermittently, they called for Xander. It came around
to her turn. Buffy said his name tiredly and, all at once,
he woke.
"Oh no," he said, so softly that only Willow heard
him.
"Xan! *Xander*!"
"Willow?" he asked, but then he made a choking
sound. "Oh God!" he cried in pain. The
sound came again.
"Xander?" Buffy couldn't see him.
Frantically, she tried again to break free.
"Blood," Wesley said.
"No! *Xander*!" But when Willow started
jiggling, Wesley said sharply, "Don't."
She stopped immediately. "I can feel him. I
can't see him!"
"I think he's just unconscious again," Wesley said,
but his voice shook.
"I can't understand. What do they want? Are
they leaving us here to die?"
"Ssh, Will," Buffy said. "It's ok.
We'll figure something out."
But they were beyond where even hollow words have
comfort. While Willow cried, Buffy swung between anger and
futility. Why were they being left like this?
She counted the passage of seven hours when the first light
came. At first she wasn't sure what it was. A
firefly, swinging on the end of a stick.
No, a lantern. Then another. A procession of them.
Vampires didn't need light, so it was meant for them.
Something was going to happen, and they were meant to see it.
Buffy raised her chin and waited. The procession turned
out to be six demons, gaunt solemn ones who hung the lamps on the
walls before standing out of the way of the two vampires that
followed. A tall male in front and a female coming silently
behind everything.
He neared Buffy, but not by much. "Slayer," he
said, in a deep grim voice. "Your Watcher's left you
here to die."
Giles! Buffy thought. He *hadn't* been taken. But
she kept the relief from showing on her face.
"Nothing to say?" he asked finally.
"Stick it."
The female came up and regarded her, then moved past to
Wesley. "It is not this one, Danube?"
The grim one strode over, shaking his head, then said to
Wesley, "I have lain, sated and revolted, beside ones such
as you. I want the other."
Wesley, terrorized, gaped back.
"He is lovely," the female said in a shivery cold
tone. She gripped Wesley's chin. In a movement so
swift that Buffy wasn't sure at first she'd seen it, the female
bent down and slicked her tongue under Wesley's nose, gathering
the congealed blood there.
"He tastes like fabric softener," she said, and
Danube sighed.
"These kind always do, Neta."
The female strode around Xander and knelt beside Willow.
"This one smells like sage and those wild berries we used to
pick in Budapest." She touched Willow's hair.
Willow held her ground, but barely.
"There's magic in this one." Neta pulled over
a stool for herself, then kissed Willow's cheek.
"A little magic," Danube conceded. He pulled a
cover off a lump, revealing a couch, and sat down. Dust
flew around him as he added, "Not like the
Watcher." He looked at Buffy, a long dispassionate
scrutiny. "When he comes for you, I'm going to turn
him."
"If he hasn't come by now, he's not coming," Buffy
said, an edge in her voice.
"It's curious, that," Danube said. "Once,
when you were asleep, he stood and watched you, but he didn't go
near you. It was as though he feared you, even though you
slept." He glanced towards the door. "I
wonder, what is he waiting for?"
Giles had been stalked. This had been planned.
Buffy kept the realization of it from her expression.
Neta smoothed her long dress over her legs, then reached
behind her to pull a plait of heavy blonde hair free. She
stroked it out with her fingers before pulling a tress up beside
Willow's head. "Our hair looks pretty together,"
Neta said, though her voice was, ironically, dispassionate.
Willow met Buffy's eyes with a look of misery. Wesley
piped up. "Leave her alone, succubus!"
Neta ignored him. She gathered more of her hair and
braided it into Willow's. "How much longer do you plan
on waiting for this Watcher, Danube?"
Danube didn't answer. He was sitting, thoughtfully
contemplating something. Buffy didn't like thoughtful
demons.
"We came for one reason only," Neta said.
Buffy glanced over and realized the vampire was speaking to her.
"And that would be?"
"Danube's reason. Your Watcher. My brother
has eccentric taste."
Abruptly, Wesley said, "Xander, don't move."
"Oh God oh God," Xander said roughly.
"Not in this place," Neta mused, but Danube gave her
an hesitant glance.
"Don't taunt," he said. "Not here.
I don't know why you picked this den. There is something
around us that tries to balance itself, something that I don't
understand. I can hear it humming." He gestured
at Willow. "Be careful that the Witch doesn't use it
to her benefit."
Neta laughed at him, and said to Willow, "My brother
thinks he sees angels in the corners."
"It is a church, Neta!"
"Was, brother. It is so old, the crosses have all
crumbled into dust. No one bothers us here. We are
safe."
"Xander?" Buffy asked. "How do you
feel?"
"I'm ok," he said, but he wasn't. Buffy could
tell by the thin pitch in his words. As well, from where he
was, he could probably see at least three of the vampires, and no
doubt felt Neta's clammy form behind him.
Neta pulled Willow's head around and kissed her.
"Don't!" Willow snapped afterwards.
"You've cast a spell recently. It tingles on my
tongue," Neta said. "But you are too
warm." Despite that, she placed her lips to Willow's
once more.
"Willow?" Xander asked. Buffy could see
Willow's legs trembling from where she sat, and likely Xander
could feel it.
"Bitch!" Buffy yelled. The kiss was going on
too long. It only ended because Willow gagged.
Neta ran her hands down Willow's arms. "Tell me
where you like to be touched."
"Buffy," Willow tried.
"Hang on, Will," Buffy said.
"My brother and I like the old magics," Neta said,
her fingers stroking Willow's thighs now. "Do you make
fire and rain like the Watcher?"
"No," Willow said, her face stone. "Leave
me alone."
Bizarrely, Neta did, raising her hands and settling back on
her stool, though her hair was still entangled in Willow's.
Danube stood. "I'm going up, Neta. Are you
hungry?"
"Not yet."
He left after a quick fierce glance at Buffy.
"What kind of spells can you do?" Neta asked.
Willow didn't answer.
"What's your deal?" Buffy demanded. "If
you're looking for someone with power
.."
"I'm not so foolish as to want a Slayer," Neta
said. "Your kind burns. I wish only
warmth. My hands have been cold since I awakened."
"That's the price you pay for being dead."
Neta pulled her hair free of Willow's. "I will not
force you. It is no pleasure to me. If you will stay
willingly, I will let these three go."
"Willow, don't listen. She's lying," Buffy
said.
"You will watch them go, and you will stay," Neta
said.
"Ok," Willow started.
Together, Wesley and Buffy shouted, "No!"
"Buffy--"
"No!" Buffy told her. "Will, think.
If there are six vamps here, can you imagine how many are
above?" She stared at Willow, trying to pass the
silent message. Wait on Giles.
But Willow closed her eyes. Buffy could only guess
Willow's thoughts were running the same way as hers. It had
already been seven hours, and Giles hadn't come.
Neta left just after Buffy counted to eight hours, taking two
of the honour guard with her. Hunger driving her,
likely. They were in the ninth hour before Giles came.
Carried.
The lanterns flickered as he was brought in, jostled by the
shoulders of the vampires who bore him gracelessly to the
couch. They set him down with awkward care, then laughed as
he attempted to sit up. His arms and legs had been trussed
with duct tape.
Buffy, sitting rigidly forward, relaxed somewhat when he met
her gaze. Despite the duct tape, he looked unharmed though
his jeans and shirt were stained with mud. Neta, who had
returned with the group, looked in distaste at the mess.
"Buffy," Giles said, his look flicking down to the
blood over her lap. "Yours?"
"Xander's," Willow answered. "He's hurt
pretty badly, Giles."
"I'm ok," Xander cut in weakly.
Giles gave Buffy another rapid scrutiny before turning to the
others. "Willow?"
Neta bent over Willow. "Don't be sad," she
whispered. "I will never let the Watcher hurt
you."
"Willow!" Giles repeated loudly.
"I'm ok," Willow replied, trying to keep the shiver
from her voice.
"Xander?" Giles asked.
"I've been worse," Xander said.
Giles met Wesley's eyes. The latter shook his head once.
Neta sat on the stool and considered Giles. "You
seem an ordinary human. You're not as nicely dressed as the
other one. I should get you something of my brother's to
wear."
"He can have me as I am, Madam," he said.
"*If* he can."
She stroked Willow's hair. Giles watched her for a
moment, then said, "If I am taken, that girl is probably the
first one I'll kill."
Neta brushed her lips over Willow's forehead. "I
won't let him touch you."
"I happen to have a bias for ginger hair, Madam,"
Giles said quietly.
"Don't be afraid," Neta said, but Buffy sensed a
tinge of uncertainty in the words. Neta glanced at Giles
briefly. "You have balls."
"I've always liked that one," he told her.
Neta gave Willow's hair a long caress before reaching down and
breaking the shackles on the latter's ankles. The ones at
Willow's wrists were snapped next. Neta took Willow's hands
in hers with a hard icy grasp and said, "If he comes for
you, run away."
Surprised and mute, Willow met Buffy's eyes. Buffy
almost told her to run, then caught sight of the honour guard,
now increased to seven in the gloomy stairwell. A movement
came from the doorway and Neta said unenthusiastically, "My
brother."
*********
Danube came down the stairs, saw Giles, and cried delightedly,
"Neta! Wherever did you find him?"
"He came to us," she said. "He had a tiny
cross. It hardly sizzled."
When Giles spoke, Buffy thought she heard sadness.
"What are you called now?" he asked Danube.
"You can call me whatever you like, szerelem. What
you used to call me when it was late at night and we could hear
only the river and lonely birds outside the window."
"You know him?" Buffy asked, but Giles was intent on
Danube.
"When I knew you, you didn't have a sister."
"But I always wanted one." Danube lowered to
his haunches in front of Giles and said in a high-pitched mocking
voice, "He make you sad, then he make you very happy.
If you trust him, sir." He shook his head.
"You used to fall for that kind of stuff, Rupert."
"I used to, and the one I used to trust was a gentle
*man*," Giles emphasized. He held up his bound arms
but Danube shook his head.
"You're afraid of me?" Giles queried.
Danube's fist landed on his cheek with a sound crack.
Buffy heard Willow gulp, but Giles took the hit.
"You *are* frightened," Giles told him.
"Not of a human." Danube undid the buttons of
his shirt and slid it off before turning to Neta. "I
have the one I want. We don't need these other ones any
longer, though I suppose you want to keep the girl with the
magic."
Neta pulled Willow's head to her breast, then used her blonde
hair for a cover over Willow's shoulders. "Do you
think you can kill a Slayer, Danube?"
He paused. "We'll let her Watcher do that."
"Why not you?"
Danube moved over to Neta and raised her chin.
"Because he'll be able to. She won't raise a hand to
him."
"Scared shitless," Giles murmured.
"I know my limits," Danube corrected. To Neta,
he asked, "What is worrying you?"
Neta glared at Giles as she snuggled Willow closer to
her. Danube suddenly understood. Smiling, he
suggested, "Turn the girl and he won't be interested in
her."
"No," Neta said. "If I turn her, she'll
get cold. Her warmth soothes me."
"And you think my tastes are strange," her brother
mused. He bent forward. "Pick a nice vein, my
dear."
Neta's fingers came up with a quick motion and Willow
flinched. When Danube turned around, Buffy saw a trail of
black blood running down his stomach.
Danube returned to Giles and stood with his legs astride the
Watcher's. "I hear you, night after night, and
something in me stirs. For a long time after I woke up, I
didn't remember. Then I heard you. I heard you and I
came." He lowered to kiss Giles. The latter
tried to pull away, but Danube held him by the back of the
head. His lips coursed over Giles', lingering to tug at the
edges with his teeth. While peering in Giles' eyes, Danube
whispered, "You told me once that you hadn't taken the test
of Vairhivni. Are you ready to take it now?"
"Just stop with the theatrics, damnit, and do it!"
Giles snapped.
"So impatient," Danube said, running the tip of his
tongue along the side of Giles' face and up into his hairline.
Willow abruptly tried to get free, but Neta's fierce grip went
around her. Directing Willow's face into her bosom, Neta
murmured, "Don't look. Close your eyes."
Danube was on his knees now, giving Giles wet, trailing kisses
over his neck and arms. Giles sat motionless, his
expression swinging between loathing and sorrow. But as
Buffy watched, she realized there was another element under
Danube's display of power. There was an odd tremor in the
vampire's slow caresses.
"Giles?" she said, but he wouldn't look at her,
fixing his gaze instead on a distant part of the floor.
Danube's mouth sucked at him through his shirt, ending each kiss
by undoing a button.
He rested his face in Giles' chest hair, eyes closed.
"I hear movement. Arteries pulsing. Nerves like
sparklers under my touch. Blood cells singing as they
stream under your skin."
"What's going on?" Xander asked, for he could see
only Wesley. The latter was shaking his head, eyes down.
Danube bowed to the clasp of Giles' jeans and rubbed it with
his fingertips before pressing his lips against the zipper.
The cut on his chest stained a pant leg as Danube began rapidly
moving his mouth up and down Giles' groin.
"Your technique is lacking," Giles said, his voice
startling Buffy who'd been watching, mesmerized.
Danube looked up into Giles' eyes before pushing him back into
the couch cushions with a soft shove. He ripped the tape
from Giles' legs, then spread his knees and leaned over
him. The bloodied area on his chest landed on Giles' mouth.
"How do I taste?" Danube asked.
"Bloody rancid," came a muffled reply.
"It gets better," Danube laughed, holding Giles by
the back of the neck. "You need to take more than
that. Swallow, Rupert, and then we'll play."
"Giles!" Buffy erupted in a frenzy, yanking at
the shackles. "GILES!"
Danube glanced at her unhurriedly before closing his
eyes. As he thrust his hips over Giles', he said,
"More, Rupert. Just a little more and, ahh, I will
come, it's so sweet."
"Selfish bastard," Giles choked.
"You're right," Danube agreed as his breathing
harshened. Buffy paused in her effort to get free when he
continued, "All wickedness is weakness; that plea,
therefore, with God or man, will gain thee no remission.
But love constrained thee. Call it furious rage to satisfy
thy lust. Love seeks to have love. My love, how
coulds't thou hope, who took'st the way to raise in me inexpiable
hate, knowing, as needs I must be thee betrayed?" He
gave a last brutal plunge, then he gasped, "Oh,
torturous pleasure! You are *here*!" His face
twisted as he cried out.
Buffy stared at him, thrilled and sickened. She caught
movement at the corner of her vision and realized Willow had
clapped her hands over her ears.
Danube relaxed, then sighed and looked down. "I
suppose you didn't think you'd get laid tonight." He
lifted up, revealing smudges of the sooty blood over Giles'
mouth. "Rupert?"
"I detest Milton. Only you could get off on
him," Giles replied, trying futilely to wipe his mouth with
his bound hands.
Danube grinned. "No doubt you'll be quoting that
loathsome Tennyson to me soon enough. What was your
favourite? Oh yes. Morte d'Arthur. "The
goodliest fellowship of famous knights whereof this world holds
record. Such a sleep they sleep, the men I
loved." He kissed Giles before adding, "It's
terrible stuff, Rupert."
"If you're going to kill me, kindly do so before I have
to listen to any more poetry."
"All right," Danube said, and bit him.
Hard.
Giles arched off the couch and gasped in pain.
"Oh shit oh shit oh shit
.." Buffy pulled
furiously at her shackles. She saw Willow, eyes squeezed
shut, and Wesley watching in terror. "Willow!"
Buffy tried, but Neta was holding her down.
"Damnit," Buffy cursed angrily. It took a lot
for Giles to make a sound, she knew, and his gasps had turned
into low, continuing moans of anguish. She'd experienced
this once, the ice-cold draining rushing through her body and the
unbearable feeling of being hollowed out.
Willow ran by her, careening into Danube and pounding him with
her fists. "Get off him! Get OFF!"
But she was hitting a glacier. Danube didn't notice her
and Neta pulled her easily away.
Giles flailed, his arms coming free of the tape to slam the
vampire's side once, ineffectually, as Danube lifted him up,
still feeding. Giles' head fell to the side, the skin pale
around his closed eyes. Danube continued suckling
blissfully, making small wet noises as his hands travelled down
Giles' back in a slow embrace. They were upright on the
couch now, Danube on his knees and Giles pulled against
him. One of the vampire's hands stroked over Giles'
buttocks as he bit deeper and began to swallow huge draughts.
Buffy stretched forward until her chair nearly toppled.
"Giles!" she sobbed. She shut her eyes, but she
couldn't stop the sound of it, the drenched gurgles and the fast
swallows, and Danube's rapturous groans.
All at once, Giles' cries of pain stopped.
Buffy dared to look. She saw Giles stiffen, raising so
high on his knees that the ridge of his spine showed taut through
his shirt. He held the position for so long that Buffy's
body ached, as if she could feel the rigid tension in her own
bones. Then he cried, raised that bare inch higher, and, in
the space of a beat, fell. Giles slumped in one entire,
ghastly movement. His arms, bloodless and white, dropped
limply to his sides.
Danube let go. Giles' body fell in a pallid tangled heap
onto the cushions and stayed where it lay. The vampire,
gulped air, trying to catch his breath, as he looked down
happily. Then he raised his eyes to Buffy's.
And laughed.
In a voice steel-hard with rage, Buffy said, "You
fucking--"
That was all Danube heard. A bewildered look came over
him. He gasped and abruptly put a hand to his throat.
Then he gasped again. The surprise became fear. Both
hands came up as he cried, "Ne-Ne--"
She stared at him, still holding Willow.
"Brother?"
He jumped to his feet, holding his throat, his face red now
and swollen. "I-I!" He choked, clawing at
his throat until he drew blood. Neta stepped back, unsure,
pulling Willow behind her. Danube gave her a last
frightened look before falling with a scream to the floor.
He convulsed a few times, then stilled.
The honour guard, with the exception of one, looked at each
other before fleeing up the stairs in a panic-stricken mass.
Neta moved further away from Danube.
"Brother?" she asked. She didn't see the last of
the guard come towards her out of the dim. He would have
made it to her had Willow not abruptly jerked up.
"Oz?" she cried.
Neta whirled, smacking the figure away. Oz went flying
against the wall, the stake he'd been holding hurled out of his
grasp. "What have you done to my brother?" Neta
demanded, holding a struggling Willow in front of her now.
She exposed Willow's neck as she came towards Oz.
"What did you do?"
Oz eyed her warily, his gaze flicking briefly to Buffy, then
back to the vampire again.
"Tell me!" Neta said, shaking Willow.
Oz groped for the stake, then stood, planting himself in front
of the stairs. "Your brother's dead. The
Watcher's dead. I'd say we're even. Let me have
Willow."
Neta grasped Willow more tightly. "She's all I
have. I have nothing else and I have to get her away before
the Watcher rises."
"Stalemate," Oz said quietly. "Because I
won't let you out of here."
He waited. Neta, caught, looked slowly between him and
Giles' body. In the silence, Willow started to cry.
"Oh Buffy, Giles is dead. He's dead!"
Buffy turned her eyes to the couch. Giles lay where he
had fallen, his bloodless body twisted and still.
"Giles
.." Buffy whispered. He was
supposed to be looking back at her. She couldn't understand
it. All the bad things that had happened in the past hadn't
done this. He'd always been waiting for her
afterwards. It had never been like this.
"I can't move," she said, feeling a terrible weight
on her that had nothing to do with the shackles. Where
Giles should have been, where she should have been able to sense
him, was ripped open and empty.
She turned to Oz. At the look on her face, he stepped
back, but it made no difference. She screamed so hard, the
granite shook under his feet.
"YOU LET HIM DIE! YOU STOOD THERE AND LET HIM
DIE!"
Oz looked down, risking both he and Willow by the action, but
Neta was staring at Buffy, transfixed. "He told me
to," Oz said softly. "Giles worked it out this
way. We spent all afternoon trying to
.."
But the set of Buffy's face stopped him. He braced himself,
but she was looking at Giles' body now with a terrible, dark
expression.
"You're supposed to say something, Buffy," Oz said
quickly. "Giles told me. He said you knew about
it, that he taught it to you. Something you say keeps him
from becoming a demon."
"I can't believe he did this to me," she said in a
broken voice.
"Buffy!" Oz raised his voice. "He didn't
do it to you. He did it for you. Please, Buffy, say
it, whatever it is, if only to keep Willow and Xander safe from
him. Buffy, *please*."
"Sacramentum?" Wesley whispered in the hush, and
flinched when Neta turned to him.
"If you know it, Wesley, say it," Oz said.
"Before he gets up. I don't think he's going to be too
pleasant."
"I can't say it. I don't have the power. Only
the Slayer does," Wesley told him.
"What does it do?" Willow asked in a high, shaky
tone. "Because, Buffy, you're still in those shackles
and so's Xander and Wesley."
"It will send his spirit through the light," Wesley
said. "Domine Veniteo Sacramentum. If you can't
remember it, Buffy, I can help you, but you have to say it."
"I can't bear to lose anyone else," Buffy murmured,
her voice so bare that Oz wasn't sure he heard her.
"Buffy," he tried, but she closed her eyes.
She hadn't heard him. The vibration, or whatever it was,
was getting louder, like a haze of bees coming over a
field. She could almost see it. Behind her eyelids,
it was bright. So bright, as though a shaft of sunlight had
broken through a loose slat.
"Giles?" she asked.
She heard movement, a swish of clothing and someone saying,
"What's she doing?" Then it was overcome by the
buzz.
"Domineo Veniteo Sacramentum," Buffy said, not sure
if she were whispering or shouting. The noise was deafening
and she couldn't hear herself. "Codladh fada, codladh
domhain, eirigh! Siul lion, bhean cheile, mo chiele.
Deireadh. Galwaf i. Meus mihi. Et itur ad
astra. Cursum perficio. I liom gan tu."
Oz's head snapped over when Wesley burst out,
"Buffy! *NO*!"
"What's she doing?" he demanded.
"It's wrong!" Wesley struggled with his
shackles as Buffy began to repeat the incantation.
"What do you mean?" Oz asked, his rapid glances
firing between Buffy and Wesley. If he went to Buffy, it
would leave the way open for Neta.
"She's calling him back. Oh damn."
Wesley paused to catch his breath.
"But that's a good thing?" Willow tried.
"No. Someone's died and a soul has to go, but she's
offering hers." Wesley pulled frantically at the
shackles again. "Oz, make her stop!"
"Why is the floor shaking?" Willow asked suddenly.
Everyone looked down, then Neta asked, "What is that
noise?"
Oz just had time to catch Willow's eyes when, as if in answer,
the room darkened.
"Oz!" Willow called, then yelled, "Ouch!"
as she batted the air around her. Insects too small to see
whirled around them, thousands of them it seemed, for their
shadows pitched the room into dusk.
Buffy opened her eyes, then quickly shut them, the tiny wings
slicing at her like razors. She put her hands up to protect
her eyes.
She froze.
Then opened her eyes to stare.
Her hands were free. She moved her legs and heard the
shackles fall away.
In a heartbeat, she was up, racing to where Giles lay.
Only he wasn't there, and neither was the couch. She
turned around, but all she could see was gray surging mist and
those flying things with the knives for wings in the melee.
A blow of cold wet hit her, feeling like the fling of a storm
whipping water from a lake. It rushed her again and
drenched her clothes.
"Willow?" she called.
Buffy heard a foghorn, far off a shore. Or it was
someone's voice, unable to penetrate the unfathomable mist.
Have I died, she wondered? Was this how it went?
No bright light. No rising up. Just a quick plop to
someplace else. Someplace wet.
She took a step, but she still had cement under her
feet. Maybe she was halfway, the result of fudging the
Sacramentum. Giles had forced her to learn it, forced her
to repeat it at least once a week. Syllable upon
meaningless syllable, for she hadn't known the language, until
she found it translated in a book. Finding what the prayer
could, *would* do, had frightened her right through. The
prayer sent both soul *and* body into the void. When both
went, there was no coming back.
She'd found the book last October, four and a half months
after Acathla, four and a half months since she'd cast Angel into
the vortex. The glimpse she'd seen, before Acathla closed
his mouth, had made her scream.
She knew she couldn't send Giles there, the way she'd sent
Angel. Every week she repeated the prayer to Giles, the
same as always, but in the secrecy of her room and with the
stolen book, she changed it. It took weeks, but the prayer
became a vow, then a dismissal. She'd been so sure she'd
done it right.
Buffy took a quiet breath, then repeated it carefully.
She had just reached the vow when she heard a voice under hers, a
woman's voice, one she didn't know. It was so soft, she
barely noticed it at first. It was a faint echo travelling
to her through a tempo of rain. Buffy silenced and found
that the woman was singing.
"Who's there? Who are you?" she ordered,
moving towards the voice.
The singing went on, oblivious to her or despite her.
The fog billows were so thick that Buffy couldn't see beyond a
few inches. She extended her arms before her until her
hands disappeared from her sight. She could hear the woman
so near now, and the vibration under the floor turning into the
pound of drums.
"Hello?"
Sleet hit her and she startled at the cloudburst. But,
as she stepped through it, steam rose from the floor like
uncurling sails. A shadow lay in the midst of it.
"It's me," she said in a hushed voice, but the woman
continued her song like a hidden warbler that has not yet
discovered a witness to its trill.
Buffy edged towards the shadow and found the couch, looking
incongruous in this place of rainforest and vapour. On the
couch was a figure.
"Giles?" She came around the side and it *was*
him, lying on his back now, his arms outstretched with tension as
though he were being held down.
"Giles!"
But there was someone else there, someone bending over him.
Buffy could see only a shifting profile, for mist curled
around her in weaving tatters, but she knew this was the woman
she'd heard. She sang to Giles, her voice clear and
high. Buffy took another step, then stopped, for there was
more to this woman, a thing over her back that draped down and
something flowing out behind. It made her appear immense.
Buffy opened her mouth, then closed it quickly. She was
afraid to approach, afraid to break the song. Terror of
this woman lay like cold water in her womb.
Another voice came into the song and Giles' body
twitched. His head went back and, in stark opposition to
the white mist, a bead of black appeared at his mouth. It
swelled into a bubble, then burst, becoming a stream of ebony
blood that rolled down the side of his face and onto the
couch. Another bead appeared at his nose, erupting into a
second dark course alongside the first. The steady
expulsion continued until Buffy thought he couldn't possibly have
even one drop left.
"What are you doing to him?" she entreated, raising
her voice and revealing herself. "I'm here! It's
me! Please, do it to me instead!"
Something slammed into Giles' body, like a sudden return of
gravity had plummeted a heavy object from the ceiling. The
couch screeched as it bent and nearly collapsed in on
itself. The woman silenced, then, slowly, began to raise
her head.
Buffy quickly stared down. She shook, from her feet to
her shoulders, terrorized by the knowledge that the figure was
looking at her.
This is what you wanted, she told herself. This is it.
Not knowing what else to do, she tried the Sacramentum again,
following each line with the chorus that she'd worked out in her
bedroom as if, by doing so, she could explain. But it was
hard. She trembled so badly that she had to keep repeating,
all the while feeling the gaze of the figure on her.
When she finished it this time, she waited. Waited for a
sound, a breath, a touch. Anything.
The mist spun around her quietly, unchanging. Then it
occurred to her that Giles could have been taken while she'd been
looking away, and she jerked her head up.
He was there. The woman and her song were gone.
"GILES!" Buffy ran and grabbed him. He
was unconscious but warm, and the broken couch felt fiery.
The heat killed the fog, drying it away until Buffy saw that she
was still in the underground room. "Willow?" she
called.
Giles moved at the sound. In a raw, stripped voice, he
cried, "Where are you? I can't hear you!"
"Giles! It's Buffy!" She hugged him,
pulling him half off the couch, but he kept twitching under her.
"Where is my wife? I hear her calling!" he
sobbed.
"Open your eyes, Giles! It's me!" Buffy
tried. She heard flying footsteps behind her and glanced
back to see Willow and Wesley.
"It *is* you!" Willow said. "We couldn't
see. Everything disappeared."
Wesley, coughing on the remnants of the vapours, gasped,
"The vampiress died when the fog came. Then our
shackles fell off."
"Xander?" Buffy asked.
"He seems all right," Willow said. "He
stood up with the rest of us. I told Oz to take him to the
hospital, but they've only just left. They might be just
upstairs. I'll make him wait and we can take Giles
too."
She raced away. Wesley bent down and put his hand on
Giles' chest. "He's breathing."
"He's alive. He just won't open his eyes."
"You said the Sacramentum incorrectly," Wesley said
in a rather severe tone. "Do you know what you
did?"
"Yes," Buffy retorted.
"The part with the vow makes you his w--"
"*Don't* say another word," Buffy cut in.
"Just help me carry him."
To her surprise, he complied.
---
"It was warm," Xander said. "It felt
lovely, like I was in a hot tub." He sat on the edge
of the hospital bed, eager to go, waiting only on the intern's
all clear. "Normally I think of fog as cold."
"And an outdoors event," Willow added.
"Rain and fog in a basement. What will this hellmouth
do next?"
Xander was obviously ok, Buffy decided. When they'd
arrived, the hospital staff had plucked up both he and Giles like
lost kittens. She'd been looking for them when she'd heard
Xander's voice. "I'm going to find Giles," she
said. She turned to go and found Oz at the doorway.
"Buffy, I'm sorry," he said. "It was
Giles' plan. He said it was the only one he thought might
work. He wanted desperately to get you and Willow out of
there."
"I'm real fuzzy on what this plan was, exactly,"
Buffy said. "I don't even know how that vamp
died."
"Danube?" Oz said. "Giles knew him,
before, when he was human. He was allergic to bee
stings. Giles and I spent all afternoon in the cemetery,
where people had put flowers and stuff that would attract
bees. It took him a long time to get enough stings.
Then he carried the venom in
..in his blood. Giles
figured that Danube's death would be weird enough to make the
rest of the vampires run off, but if any stayed, I was to get
them."
"A suicide plan!" Buffy shot, but Oz didn't recoil.
"It's not the first time Giles has offered his life for
you," he said. "Am I supposed to pretend to be
surprised by it?"
"He is such an idiot," Buffy muttered.
"And so are you for going along with it. And now I'm
going to go find him and tell him to his face."
Oz stepped out of her way. Fortunately she found Giles
in a room nearby, thus sparing her mood from any nurses who might
have gotten in her path.
He was lying in a propped up bed, looking almost as white as
the sheets around him. She charged in, intending to be the
one delivering the lecture this time, but he stalled her by
asking, "Is everyone all right?"
"Yes. You took the worst of it and this time it's
*not* my fault. Now, about your big dumb plan--"
"You changed the Sacramentum," Giles accused,
tiredly though.
Buffy stopped for a second. "Wesley told you?
Was he here?"
"I heard you."
"Really?" She eyed him. "So, what
do you think of the new version?"
"Did Willow make the alterations?"
"No. Me."
Giles blinked. "You?"
"I can do things like that too," Buffy said
defensively.
"Buffy! Do you know what you've done?"
"Well, I *think* so."
Giles breathed out heavily as he put both hands to his
forehead. "Right," he mumbled. "Let's
hear it."
"I thought you already had."
"Humour me, because if I actually heard what I *think* I
heard
.."
Buffy pulled his hands away, then perched on the bed.
"Domineo Veniteo Sacramentum."
"Heavenly Father, God is with us," Giles said.
Buffy scowled at his peevish tone. "Codladh fada,
codladh domhain. Eirigh."
"Long sleep, deep sleep. Rise."
"So far the exact same. Are we noticing?" she
contended.
"Go on," he said in a grouchy tone.
"This is the part where I made a teensy change,"
Buffy told him. "Siul lion, bhean cheile, mo
chiele. Deireadh. Galwaf I. Meus mihi."
Aghast, he stared at her. His mouth worked for a moment
before he accomplished a strangled, "Buffy!"
"This is the way I see how it deals," she
said. "Walk with me, your wife, my husband. The
end. I call you. Mine to me. Then I said, Et
itur ad astra. Cursum perficio. I liom gan tu.
We go to the stars. I am making an end to my course.
I go in your place." She settled back, hogging a good
portion of his pillow. "I found it in a book. It
said that a wife could offer to go to the stars, to heaven, in
her husband's place. So I changed one little tiny
part--"
"Tiny! Buffy, my Lord, you married us!"
"I know," she said with a shrug. "Which
means I can yell at you from a whole new angle."
The hands came back up to his forehead. "Buffy, you
don't understand. The marriage vow, when said during the
Sacramentum, is rather, uh, binding. It's not as though you
did this in a drive-through chapel in Las Vegas!"
"Oh," Buffy said, looking thoughtful. After a
moment, she asked, "So it's, like, legal and
everything?"
"It's sanctified. Also as, I gather, Wesley heard,
we have a witness, which makes it, ah," Giles took a deep
breath. "It's
..yes. It's legal. To
put it mildly."
"So that means, if we divorce, I get half of everything
you own?"
"You've already taken more than half of everything I
own."
Buffy pulled his hands off his forehead, again.
"Figures."
Giles glanced at her. "Excuse me?"
"My luck," she sighed. "My wedding night
and my husband is flat on his back in the hospital."
"Buffy, this is serious."
"I know, because you nearly died and I didn't even get to
wear a pretty wedding dress." She snuggled down until
her head was resting against his shoulder. After a glance
at the beige walls, the utilitarian furniture, and a tray of
tired out hospital food, Buffy asked, "So, what do you want
to do to pass time in this
..honeymoon suite?"
"We could have a long talk about why Slayers shouldn't do
things behind their Watcher's backs."
"Nope. Don't like that one. What else do you
have?"
"I could explain the dangers of altering sacred
words," Giles replied.
"Looks like the choice of subject is up to me,"
Buffy said. She was quiet for a few moments, then suddenly
asked, "That vamp talked about something called
Vairhivni. What's that?"
"Vairhivni. Bloodsummons." Giles said.
"It's a test that Watchers are supposed to take."
"Is this another one of those tests where someone gets a
needle?"
"No, actually, it doesn't involve a Slayer at all.
Because of the, um, break in my training as a Watcher, I missed
it."
Buffy craned up to look at him. "What were you
supposed to do?"
"The Watcher is to drink the blood of a demon and
survive."
"Eww! Yuck!" Buffy sat up.
"Exactly my feelings on the matter," Giles agreed.
Buffy gave one last ick before saying, "Giles,
*everything* in our world is disgusting. Have you ever
noticed?" She paused after a look at a table beside
them. "However, I'd rather do that test than eat
what's on that tray."
He smiled. When she saw it, she relaxed, then settled
down beside him once more. After a few more minutes, she
asked, "Giles?"
Her answer was a soft snore. Buffy eyed him, then
sighed. "This wedding night is just getting better and
better."
She kissed his cheek, then nestled in against him and closed
her eyes.