__One Long Night__
By B'cat
Rupert Giles paced slowly around the magic shop deep in thought. In one hand
he held a thick text concerning the Realms of Magicks in Matters of the Undead.
In the other he rubbed a thumb over the smoothed rune stone tucked into his
palm. He came to a halt in front of the book stacks once again. Behind him
Xander and Anya were still staring morosely at the books he had given them.
He could not understand why he was unable to feel his way to the answer to
Spike’s unusual behaviour. He squinted sharply at his vast and comprehensive
literary cache. The hues and vibrations that he had magicked into his precious
private collection of books were vibrant and pleasing to his senses. They
covered and clung to the tomes in pockets of mist and cloud. Beautiful.
Ethereal. Richly coloured and textured. And absolutely useless.
Ever since they had entered the shop tonight he had kept on glancing over at
the book shelves hoping to see some discolouration, some blemish, that would
taste dark and sour and guide him onto the correct path. The magicks had always
given him an edge before. When ordinary research failed they always guided him
truly, but this time they were letting him down.
“Reveal.” He murmured too low for Xander and Anya to hear him. The mists
rippled before his eyes. They swirled around their tomes, writhing and searching
as he had bidden them. Then, one after the other they gently settled around
their books and were still. Beautiful as jewels once again, but as useless and
deceptive as glass diamonds.
“Blast!” He said out loud as he snapped shut the book he held. He flicked off
his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose.
“I take it that that grandma cuss indicates no luck in the stacks?” Xander
commented very unhelpfully. “You know you really should put some more thought
into your swearing Giles. Something post world war two for a start... May be
what the fu-?”
“Yes, thankyou Xander!” He cut the younger man off, turning to look at him.
“And you are correct, unfortunately, there is nothing here.” He consented.
Despite the banter the young man was radiating frustration, and his normally
pale white aura was rippling with the stain of his dislike of book
learnin’.
Anya had dropped any and all pretense of staring at her book and was staring
instead at the lucky rabbit’s foot Xander had bought her a few days ago. It lay
on the table in front of her. After she had fainted in front of the pet store
last week Xander had decided that enough was enough. She had to learn that
fluffy bunnies from this dimension were harmless. Becoming used to a piece of
dead rabbit was her first test, but so far she had failed even to touch it. Her
odd green aura was brighter than normal too. Probably terror. “You?”
“Zip.” Xander slapped the book shut and sat back in his chair. “An’?” He
touched her back. She screamed. Both men jumped.
“Whatwhatwhatwhatwhat?” She demanded eyes wide as saucers. Her hands flew to
her face, framing stark heart pounding panic.
“Whoa, An.” He reached around her and grabbed the foot, tucking it into his
pocket. “I think that’s enough familiarizing for tonight.”
“Anything?” Giles asked the hyperventilating young woman. “Anya! Did you find
anything useful?”
“Ah, no.” She finally snapped out of it and grabbed onto Xander’s
shirtsleeve. The boy reached over and hugged the ex-demon and Giles thought he
heard her mumble something about orgasms, Buffalo Bill and the Magic Box store
room, followed by the words ‘right now!’. Xander’s pale tainted aura suddenly
glowed pure white-gold. Giles sighed. This was getting them precisely nowhere.
He had to be missing something -
“Giles!” The shop door suddenly crashed open and the two wicca hurtled
through it panting and clutching their sides. “GILES!”
“What!?” He said, alarmed. “What’s happened? Where’s Buffy?”
“Oh!” Willow panted, her aura flickering and sputtering rainbow colours. “Oh,
Buffy’s fine. We left her watching Spike.”
“And is it magic?”
“Oh yeah.” Willow nodded vigorously. “Powerful. Spike is drenched in it. We
tracked it to the lower level of the crypt.”
“And?” Giles stepped forward, eager. Though he was unable to see it, he was
sure his own aura was doing that gold sparkly thing Annie had described to him
so long ago. “Were you able to discern its intent?”
“Er, no.” Tara glanced at Willow. The newest human member of their little
group was nervous and the agitation was sending irregular shivers through her
midnight blue aura. “Its really powerful, really really powerful. We were kinda
hoping for some back up to check it out.”
“Yeah,” Willow gasped out. “Like, right now.”
“Right.” Giles nodded and pocketed his rune stone. It settled irritably into
his pants pocket, annoyed at being sidelined. He could feel it moving about in
tiny agitated jumps. “Tell me everything that happened whilst I gather some
items.”
Giles was still no closer to the truth of the matter by the end of their
story than before they had told it. Incredible. If only it wasn’t so potentially
dangerous he would have loved to study it, slowly and with hugely satisfying
attention to detail. But, like most unusual magicked happenings on a Hellmouth
the fist seemed destined to come before the quill once again. He sighed.
* * * * *
Spike was feeling mean. Bad, nasty and mean. He had not managed to find
anymore clothes and all his hair gel was gone. They were low down bastards is
what they were. He stuck his head under a gushing storm drain outlet and tried
to wash the crap out of his hair. The water was cold, hurting his scalp and
running down the remains of his shirt and duster. It just wasn’t cricket
stealing a bloke’s intimates like that. It was kinky. It was unnatural. It was
something he would do.
He scrubbed at his hair. “Shit!” His head really hurt. In fact, he was
beginning to hurt all over. Deep achy hurt. Bloody Slayer beating on him like
that. He was also hungry. Very hungry. He needed some of the good stuff: top
shelf O-neg with a shot of something brain damaging. Yeah. Best preventative for
a hangover was never to sober up.
He pulled out of the frigid waterfall and shook like a dog. Water sprayed the
sewer walls.
He wiped the wet curls back trying to press them to his scalp. They wouldn’t
stay without gel. Bloody thieves! Bloody bastard thieving knuckle-dragging
mouth-breathing cretinous... Rrrrrr.
Anger boiling Spike set off down the sewer tunnels at a fast dangerous pace.
He felt, heard, saw and smelt his undead bretheren scattering into side tunnels,
into disturbed earth and even out of the access grates to avoid him. They felt
his anger. The rage of a master vampire, a lord of the underworld, destroyer of
two slayers and grandchild of the Scourge of Europe. They took one look at his
game face, caught one gleam of yellowed eye and knew to keep clear. That was
respect. That was how it should be. It did good things to his self-esteem to get
a taste of such awe occasionally. Nothing like a bit of fearful respect in a
being. Not like the bloody Slayer. Not the goddamn high and mighty Slayer.
Bitch. How could it hurt to give him a little bit of the white of an eye, a
little tremble, even a little “Ooh!” occasionally, especially since he couldn’t
hunt and feast anymore.
Bitch.
He stormed through the sewers heading straight for the closest source of
blood. Well, the closest that didn’t require money. Damn! This is what he was
reduced to: thinking thoughts of lawful currency and stealing from a bloody pub.
The Plunderer of China reduced to thieving like the Artful bloody Dodger! His
growl rolled around the curved brick work ceiling like thunder.
* * * * *
“Buffy!” She heard Giles calling out to her as he and the rest of the Scooby
gang jogged down the ghostly boulevard. She rose from her watchful crouch by the
crypt door and waited for them. Without a word she led them back into the crypt.
Back to the crime scene that was called Spike. Asshole.
Except that he wasn’t there.
“Where’d he go?” Willow asked, very unnecessarily, as they spread out into
the broken up tomb. Shit! Buffy sprinted over to his coffin and then headed for
the ladder. Her face was flaming with embarrassment.
“Wow - look at this place!” From Xander.
“Buffy wait!” She was one leap away from dealing with the Evil Dead when
Giles’ voice stopped her, almost mid jump. Damn, how did he do that?
“Don’t, he’ll be long gone and we have more pressing matters.”
“Such as?” She demanded, almost unable to raise her eyes to his with the
shame of her lapse. To her relief her watcher was not staring disapprovingly at
her but was setting a large black bag down on the bloodied floor. Willow and
Tara, without being asked, started clearing a circle large enough for a queen
sized bed. Xander was still in major freak out mode and Anya was clinging to him
like a limpet.
“Such as determining the nature of this magic for one.” Giles said.
“You and the gang can do that. I’m the Slayer, I should go slay, now, while
the trail is still fresh.”
“And what happens if you run into Spike in the same state as he was before?
What happens if this .... condition, has spread beyond Spike and infected
others?”
“Then I’ll slay more than one vamp.” She pulled her stake out of her back
pocket.
“Buffy- if I am not mistaken by the frenzied tale I was told earlier, Spike
almost notched up three slayers for three tonight.”
“He got lucky.” She offered. Her watcher looked over his glasses and pursed
his lips in that irritating way he had when he knew he was right. It was no
good, she couldn’t even convince herself now. Damn he was good. She reholstered
her stake and folded her arms. Bugger. Oh no, did I say bugger? Oh hell I said
it again. Fucking Spike! I am so going to dust his pointy ass.
“Right then.” Giles nodded at her as he knelt down with his bag. “Now Buffy,
what did Spike say about his little, er, act? Exactly, what did he say?”
“Oh, right, well. He said that he didn’t remember anything after the poker
game last Friday. I got the impression that he thought today was Saturday and
that everything else was some kind of weird vampire lust dream.”
“Hmm, memory distortion along with a severe disruption in behaviour
patterns?”
“Is that significant?” Buffy asked.
“I’d says so.” Giles pulled a small cauldron from the bag. Then a belt of
pouches. “If it wasn’t for the distinct presence of magic I would be inclined to
say it sounds like a case of possession, maybe a psychotic break, but,
well....”
“Can vampires be possessed?” Tara asked, pausing in her cleaning. Buffy
thought immediately of Angelus and his possession by the dead high school
boy.
“Yes!” Everyone spoke at the same time.
“So, its back to square one then?” Buffy said.
“I’m afraid so.” Giles pulled out a set of crystals and some things that
looked a lot like incense sticks. “Willow, you tried the Seeker of Sargos
incantation is that correct? What did-”
And she was tuning him out. She blew out her cheeks and started,
unconsciously, to weave a protective perimeter around her watcher and friends.
Her feet never failed to find the steadiest pieces of rubble and never strayed
into a sticky congealed pool of blood. Slayer enhancements, there was nothing
like them for maintaining a low laundry bill. She sighed. Dammit! This was no
good. No good. She should be out slaying. Or at least out vamp chasing.
She side stepped a pile of T.V. parts and nimbly jumped over a broken wooden
beam (where did that come from in a stone tomb?). Rubble. T.V. part. Coffin lid.
Traffic pylon (!!!). She completed the circle and peered down the ladder. Blood
bag. Hello, what was this? Without thinking she dropped back into the lower
level and squatted down to poke at the opened half full bag. How did she miss
this before? Not like Spike to leave any leftovers, he was a strict
clean-your-plate man. Damn, I hate that I know that.... She leaned in a little
closer and sniffed to assess its age.
Immediately she felt dizzy, almost nauseated. But she also felt good. Very
good. Alive. That odour, it was like nothing she had ever experienced before.
Not even Xander strength coffee gave her a buzz like that. She sniffed at it
again. Woooo!
Power flickered like a rain shower through her body, strength poured into her
limbs and the hair stood up on her arms. Her heart started to race.
Pleasure/pain flared and grew in her belly and the world felt sharp and clear
for the first time since she had been summoned to slaying. She felt good. Very
good.
And she wanted something to slay.
Like right now.
Her palms itched. Filling one of her hands with her stake was good but the
empty one clawed the air, searching for undead flesh to rend. It had been so
long since she had had the blood of dead things under her nails, not just on her
stake. Her eyes flashed; nostrils flared. The memory of a time long ago when
slaying had been simple and bloody exploded into her consciousness. She
remembered. Back when she had the death wails of demons in her ears and the
immortal dust of vampires in her nostrils. When she had prowled through the
night tracking, hunting, slaying and leaving horror in her wake. When her name
had been Death.
She shot to her feet, stake raised to strike. The sweet stink of vampire was
in the air. Yes! There was one not long left this place.
Prey.
Prey.
Prey.
What the hell?! Buffy blinked suddenly and the world deflated back into dull
mortal hues. The urgent pleasure of the Slay dissolved and with it clarity
returned. What the hell just happened? She looked down. Damn - the blood! She
hastily stepped back. The innocent looking liquid shone a brilliant red in the
weak light. Beautiful colour.
Really beautiful....
Then she was approaching it again. Crouching over it, eyes pinned on the rich
scarlet. She reached out and touched the surface. The warm liquid seemed to rise
to meet her finger tips, pulling on her skin, seeking to drag her in.
Immediately the vibrancy of the Slay reignited and thrilled through her fingers,
hand, arm, body. Her heart fluttered. Her senses flared and grew sharp. Just to
touch it was almost overwhelming. What if she-
And she raised one wet finger to her lips.
“Buffy! What are you doing?!”
Sweet. It tasted sweet. Like power. Like frenzy. Like fire and ice. Like the
power of the Slay, distilled and purified an infinite number of times.
“BUFFY!” Hands grabbed her around the biceps and for a moment she was
propelled backwards away from the liquid heaven. Then she was recovering. One
twist and the hands on her arms were wrenched free and she was springing
backward to regroup. She landed on the bed, stake drawn. She growled.
Then she attacked.
The fragile mortal frame collapsed like a house of cards as she struck it,
full body impact. Hard and fast. She followed it down, clinging to it like a
lioness on a wildebeest. It howled pitifully and the weak noise barely made an
impact on the world. Pathetic. She bared her fangs in a predatory smile. There
was a wild cat inside her skin and it was roaring and demanding succour. Bite
into the throat and suffocate the mortal snuff like the big cat would. Rip and
tear. It would take only a moment and then the hunt could begin. The Slay. Yes.
The fresh scent of vampire was still hanging sweetly in the air.
One bite and it would be done.
“BUFFY! SLAYER!” A new voice. Mortal and yet not. It cut through the air like
lightening and pain exploded behind her eyes. She shrieked throwing herself
backwards off the Prey and back onto the bed. It hurt. Like spikes inside her
head. Make it go away.
Attack it, drive it away.
She gathered herself to spring and launched once again from the bed to
slaughter this unnatural mortal that had dared to attack the Slayer. The new
comer rushed up to meet her attack, charging with intent. Did it want to Dance?
Could it Dance? The thrill of challenge rippled through her.
And then they crashed together and they were going down. She grabbed at its
neck. Its flesh was unnaturally warm under her claws and she could smell the
blood pulsing just a rip and tear away. The scent of the Slay. Glorious Slay.
She inhaled, eyes half closed. Dreamy.
A familiar scent filled her nostrils and suddenly she was wide awake. It
reeked of something... It smelt like another Slayer! She froze, stunned and
confused. Can’t be, can’t be, can’t be. And yet it was. Under the dull musk of
mortal flesh this one’s shadow was washed through with the power and thrill of
the Slay. Another like her.
She sat up on its chest in utter confusion her hands fluttering indecisively
over the delicate throat. Kill, no, kill, no, kill, no. Her thoughts grew
twisted, complicated. She should kill. No, can’t kill. Slay! No! Frustration
grew, swelling into a knot inside her chest. The pressure grew with it. Greater.
Greater. Her head throbbed and her guts ached. KILL! NO!
Then the world seemed to implode. The super-sensory world of the Slay
collapsed, rushing into her blackhole soul, and the dull flavourless mortal
realm was pouring in to replace it. A tsunami of perception carried her away to
drown. It swamped the colour, the scent, the ecstacy. Then it swallowed even the
confusion and she felt the strength drain from her limbs. Her hands dropped to
her sides.
“Buffy?” A familiar voice called out to her. Sharp like a knife. It
penetrated the fog and she looked down at it.
“GILES!” She leaped to her feet and backed away. Oh my god! Her watcher lay
on his back in the messed up pile of empty blood bags, staring up at her. His
glasses were gone and there was blood on his neck. She looked down at her hands.
Red was smudged over her fingers, under her nails. Oh, god. She’d injured her
watcher. She’d tried to kill her watcher. Oh god. Oh god. OH GOD! “Buffy - ?”
Giles was saying carefully, voice hoarse, like he was trying to talk down a
jumper. He hoisted himself stiffly to his feet. One hand unconsciously touched
the wounds on his throat.
“NO!” She pushed into the corner. I just tried to kill my watcher! “Don’t
come near me. Don’t!” Her voice sounded shrill in her ears.
“Xander!” Buffy whipped around to see Anya scrambling down the ladder and
rushing over to the limp body of her boyfriend. The Slayer felt her knees give
out and she sank down onto the cold dirty stone floor. Xander... Oh god, could
it get worse? The shock, the guilt, the terror, cut through her chest, pierced
her heart and speared her to the spot.
Horror...
Horror...
* * * * *
“Xander! Speak to me! Say something honey.” The boy’s aura was dull,
transparent. Anya grasped one of Xander’s large hands in both of hers and peered
into his face. “XANDER?” “Ooerrghhh.” The young man said obligingly, and Giles
could see the dulled white glow surrounding him flare into brilliance once
again. He sighed, relieved. Now -
“Buffy?” His Slayer was sitting against the wall, arms locked around her
knees, staring blank faced at Xander. His Slayer... At least he could say that
now and mean it. What he had wrestled with a moment ago had not been his Slayer.
Hadn’t been anyone’s Slayer. It certainly had not been Buffy Summers. Her
normally vibrant light blue aura had been streaked with black/red and pulsing
with unnatural power. Now it was fluttering, transparent in places, but once
again that clear and clean blue. “Buffy?” He edged closer, closer. No reaction.
He stepped close enough to kneel in front of her and block her view of the
couple across the room. He reached out a hand and grasped both of hers where
they overlapped across her knees. She flinched but his grip held firm. “Look at
me.” He commanded using his ‘Watcher’ voice.
She did, with an involuntary snap of the head, and he flinched himself at the
haunted, hollow fear that he saw there. They looked at each other for a long
moment and then there were tears in her eyes and she was launching herself into
his arms. He grabbed, teetered on his haunches, and held firm. “I’m so sorry
Giles. I don’t know what happened. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m
so sorry.”
“Hush.” Giles admonished gently, not minding that he could feel his ribs
creaking under the Slayer strong grip.
“Can you hear me honey?” Anya said behind him. “Can you tell me your
name?”
“Anya?” Xander, voice weak and small but clear.
“No, that’s my name. Your name is Xander, Xan-der.”
Giles heard the exchange and grinned into the top of his Slayer’s head
feeling a ridiculous urge to laugh. Reaction to the situation he knew, but
still... Everything was ok. Everyone was alive and not seriously harmed. Not
least Buffy herself. Holding her he was suffused in her pale opal blue glow, it
coloured his vision as he looked through it at Spike’s very unvampiric bed
(hmmm, Spike has a book shelf. Odd. What was a vampire doing reading Seneca?).
He waited until the aura’s strength began to return before moving.
Reluctantly Giles gently disengaged Buffy’s super-normal grip and pushed her
back a little to look into her face. The blind terror was gone but the guilt
that was there would linger for a while. He smiled a small reassuring smile.
“What just happened?” He asked after a moment. He did not release her arms
from his grip. She was more than capable of breaking his hold if she wanted to,
but he didn’t think she would.
“I don’t know.” There were unshed tears in her voice and the sound cut at him
like a rusty blade. “I was looking around upstairs and then I spotted something
down here. I came down and then... Then...” She grimaced, trying to remember.
When she relaxed her face Giles thought she was going to cry finally, but she
did not and he felt a glow of pride. “I don’t know! It was like a dream, a
nightmare. I couldn’t wake up. I don’t know what happened.”
“I do.” It was Xander and Giles swivelled to look at him. He was sitting up,
hand wrapped around his throat. He looked a little wild, a little pale.
Understandable under the circumstances. He was also eyeing Buffy with
undisguised shock and betrayal. Tara and Willow were peering into the lower
crypt from the access hole, wide eyed. Giles did not release Buffy. “I saw her
with the blood.”
“The what?” Giles demanded. He felt Buffy flinch.
“There.” Xander released his throat long enough to reveal deep red and blue
marks and to point at the bag across the floor. Amazingly, it had not been
spilled during the melee. Giles let go of Buffy and launched himself back onto
his feet. His knees cracked and he felt a little light-headed. Getting old
Rupert old boy. “I came down to see what Buffy was up to and saw her kneeling
down next to the blood. Then I saw her ..... Taste it.”
“WHAT!” Giles barked, stopping dead. He whirled to face his Slayer. The girl
had dropped back into her knee hugging position and, if possible, was even more
pale than before. Her eyes were wide and ringed in darkness. Her aura flickered
and pulsed in and out of his vision. “Buffy, what on earth possessed you to do
such a thing?!” Mutely she shook her head.
“And then it was all - kill, kill, kill - friend Xander. I had no idea she
was that strong. Not really...” He trailed off to himself. Anya rubbed his back
and sent withering looks across to Buffy. “Kinda reminded me of Spike.” Giles
looked piercingly at the boy.
“In what sense: reminded you of Spike?”
“In the literal. I mean, the way he was when we first ran into him tonight.
All Grrrr and kill.”
Giles did not reply. He looked at the innocuous looking bag of blood and
gingerly approached it. He felt out with all six senses but nothing registered.
It was just blood despite the unidentifiable throbbing magic that filled the
room. Maybe... But it couldn’t be, after all somehow the Slayer had been
compelled to taste it. He shuddered, what would have happened had she not been
discovered before she had consumed it all?
It had to be some sort of bewitchment. Some sort of Siren. If only he could
sense it.
He paused, thinking hard.
Maybe it worked on proximity? He reached into his pocket and chased the
little rune stone around. Withdrawing it he held it out in front of him in a
fist and resumed inching closer. Six feet. Nothing. Four feet. Nothing. He could
have heard a pin drop in the lower crypt. Everyone was holding their breaths.
Three feet. Something? He frowned. The stone seemed to vibrate a little. If he
wasn’t imagining it. Two feet. There. That was something. He had to grip
tighter, feeling the stone start to wriggle. It was trying to escape. It tugged
his hand in the direction of the bag. The pull was strong, as strong as he had
ever felt from this little charm.
What are you telling me? He asked the rune. What’s happening to you?
Suddenly the little stone jerked in his grasp. Hard. He fell forward, but
caught himself in time, or, he would have if the floor underfoot had not been
covered in Spike’s slippery used blood bags. His feet flew out from under him
and he was pulled forward. HELL! Behind him he heard the chorus of “Look out”s
and “GILES!”s. Then his knees hit the ground. He arched backwards, not releasing
the stone, trying to pull away from falling face first into the blood. He was
falling.
Too late.
Suddenly he was jerked backwards. A small strong hand had grabbed his belt
and was trying to haul him backwards. Helpless, he was, for a moment, caught
between the bag and his Slayer. Then Buffy was winning. Just in time too. His
top half was toppling forward despite his best efforts. His free hand slapped
down on the stone floor; the other was desperately straining to keep the little
charm away from the blood. He couldn’t lose the little stone.
My GOD! The blood in the bag was doming. Rising up and out, reaching for his
closed fist. The odour of magic, and something much more powerful, erupted out
of it like a volcano. He choked on it. Desperately he twisted his head to the
side, squeezed his eyes shut and held his breath.
Hurry Buffy!
He felt himself being dragged backwards faster now. Thank god. He opened his
eyes again and turned to look at the blood. If he had thought he was safe, he
was wrong. The blood was still rising, arcing now to follow his fist as it
withdrew. He squeezed his eyes shut in dismay. Then it touched his knuckles. Hot
and cold, wet and dry. Like the touch of fever.
It was a narcotic-like rush. The kind he and Ethan had cooked up in the
kitchen of his London squat, only they had done it in a cauldron, using magical
ingredients rather than earthly. They had discovered early on that to get a real
rush it was best to head straight to the supernormal; the more exotic the
better. They had even tried dragon’s blood once. It had been worth the trip to
emergency - or so he had thought at the time.
This was like that, only more so. He felt the rush rising inside him,
touching something primal, something quiescent deep inside. His senses flared
and expanded almost painfully until he was aware of everything in existence
within the crypt. So clear. So bright. So intense.
And he felt the call of the Slay. It was more powerful and more insistent
than he had ever felt in his life. It was incredible. The best high he had ever
had. Ecstasy blossomed deep inside. It filled his soul.
He wanted his Slayer.
He wanted something to Slay.
He wanted it NOW!
Opening his eyes he sniffed the air. The dismal stink of inconsequential
mortal flesh assaulted his senses, but beyond that there was his Slayer. Yes.
She was looking down at him. And there was the stink of vampire. Fading a little
now, but it was still trackable. Yes. Yes. Yes.
Prey.
Prey.
“GILES!” It was the Slayer. He sat up with a start. Slayer. Hunt. Track.
Slay. Like it should be. Side by side, back to back, facing down the immortals.
The demons. The strange creatures that crept and crawled in the bowels of the
earth. The nameless horrors from the infinite hell dimensions. Fighting.
Killing. Killing.
Licking the black blood from his claws.
Howling with delight as the undead flesh exploded into dust and the demon
blood ran like a river under his hands.
Like he remembered. When Ripper was free and he was going to hell as fast as
he could run there. The thrill made his skin tingle and he shuddered.
“GILES - SNAP OUT OF IT!” And his Slayer grabbed his face in her hands,
forcing him to look at her. An explosion of ecstasy from the contact burnt into
his flesh. He looked at her and grinned. Her aura was so blue, electric. It hurt
so good to look at it. He laughed, reaching out a hand to touch it, but it
recoiled from his finger tips.
He frowned.
It recoiled a second time, like parting fog around the bow of a ship. Wrong.
Wrong. This was wrong. All wrong. He dropped his hand. Wrong.
“Buffy - ?” His voice was rusty. They should be tracking, hunting through
sewer and back alley. His hands twitched with the memory of killing. No.
Something was wrong.
“Fight it Giles. Don’t let it take over! Its the blood, its the magic, its
not you!” He heard the words but the desire to comply was hard to take hold of.
It was the blood. Not him. The blood.
Blood. Rich. Red. Salty.
NO! THINK DAMN YOU!
He bared his fangs against the strain. Sweat ran down his face. He squeezed
his eyes shut. The Slay pulsed within his skin, demanding to fulfill its
purpose. Kill. Track the vampire scent. Kill. He was choking with deadly
desire.
NO!
And then the world shrivelled, shrinking so violently he cried out, his suped
up senses imploding and fading until he was left weak and disoriented with a
pounding headache, on the stone floor of Spike’s crypt. The echo of the Slay was
still ringing in his ears and the little rune stone was vibrating with anger in
his fist.
“My god!” His laugh was short, breathless and not a little hysterical. “My
god.”
“Giles?” He heard the concerned voice of his Slayer and opened his eyes
again. Everyone was kneeling or crouching around him, staring with round eyes
and pinched faces. He looked up at his Slayer. The electric colour had faded to
the pale blue he knew so well. It was over, for the moment, but now he knew. He
knew what it was and he also knew that they were in serious trouble.
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