__She's Like The Wind__
By Angelwakes



Rupert Giles mused as he drank a last cup of tea before bed. The subject of his thoughts was as always, his Slayer, Buffy.

#She's like the wind,
Through my tree
She rides the night
Next to me#


Now they were back close together as Watcher and Slayer, her presence was a constant reminder of all his secret hopes and dreams.

#She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done#


He was so proud of her standing up to that pillock Parker, even if she was slightly Neolithic at the time. 'She's had rotten luck with love. I do hope she finds a boy who will love her as much as I do.'

#Feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league#


He was becoming concerned at his growing inability to hide his reactions to her when they were training. Just the scent of her shampoo had him breathing heavily, she of course, thought he was exhausted, never considering the force of will her Watcher was exerting to stop himself from kissing his Slayer until her toes curled.

#Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind#


'Face it old man she'll never look at you like that.'

#I look in the mirror
And all I see
Is a young old man
With only a dream#


'I'm just "very old and gross". Although 'Liv didn't seem to think so.'

#Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain?
Living without her
I'd go insane!#


'God, I can never leave her now. She doesn't need me, but I will be here for her even if I have to watch her date every male on campus except me. I'm not whole without her.'

#Feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind#


'To hold her just once, and tell her I will always love and cherish her; someday I will gather enough courage to give her my heart.'

#Feel your breath in my face
Your body close to me
Can't look in your eyes
You're out of my league#


'God, Buffy, I love you.'

#Just a fool to believe
(Just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind
(Just a fool to believe)#


He finished the tea and turning out the lamps, began to climb the stairs to his bedroom when he heard a sound outside his front door.

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