Los
Angeles:
The
door of the agency opened and he walked in.Looking around, he spotted a
familiar face. She wasbusy locking up the windows, probably getting ready
toclose up for the night.
Not
wanting to startle her, he lightly rapped on the desk to get her attention.
Hearing the sound, she turned around and gasped.She couldn't believe he
was here.She hadn't seen him since graduation, when they defeated the Mayor
and assumed that she wouldn't have ever again. Seeing him standing there,
she realized how much she actually missed him. Smiling brightly, she said,
"Hello, Giles."
"Hello,
Cordelia," he answered, giving her a genuine smile. "I hope I didn't startle
you."
"No,
I was just locking up for the night." she walked over to the desk. "So,
what brings you to L.A, Giles? What's the Hellmouth's problem, now?"
He
raised an eyebrow." Why do you assume that there's a problem?"
" Right.
Like your here 'cause your such a big Jayne Mansfield fan and it's been
your life long dream to see her pink house." She rolled her eyes."C'mon,
Giles. You wouldn't have made the trip unless it was necessary. So, what's
up?"
He
picked up a glass paperweight and turned it over. Setting it down, he answered,"Well,
it seems the University is overrun with commandos."
"Commandos?"
He
nodded. "Buffy saw them on Halloween and also about a week ago. She mentioned
they were dressed up in S.W.A.T attire, masks and carrying weapons. She
thinks that something is not right and I tend to agree."
She
nodded. "So, why are you here?"
He
looked down. "Well, I came to see Angel. I wanted to ask him if he'd ever
seen any activity of this nature during his time in Sunnydale." He glanced
at his watch. "I went by his place and he wasn't there. So, I came here.
Do you know where he is?"
She
shook her head. "Nope. But, since it's dark he's probably out trying to
find us some new clients...so to speak."
"Ah,
I see. Do you have any idea when he will be back?"
"Well,
he usually checks in every hour or so. He kind of likes to keep Doyle and
I informed. And he usually goes back to his place or sometimes comes here."
Giles
frowned. "Most likely I wouldn't be able to reach him until a couple of
hours from now?" she nodded. "That's just bloody great."
"Look,
why don't you come back to my place to wait. We can hangout,catch up on
things." she offered, grabbing her purse and steering him towards the door.
Again
he raised an eyebrow. "Hang out? Catch up on things?"
She
shrugged sheepishly."Why not? Besides, that's better than me saying what
I really needed was a ride home."
"I
knew there had to be an ulterior motive for your generousity, Cordelia."
he teased as he waited while she locked the door.
Leading
him down the stairs, she turned to face him. "Hey! I'm generous. To a fault."
she pushed open the door. "And I meant it. I do want to catch up on....oh
my GOD! You still have it!"
He
led her to the Citroen. "What?"
"That."
she pointed to his car. "You know, the Englishmen's answer to America's
pinto." she shook her head. "I can't believe it still works."
Opening
his door, he paused, "Well, you know Cordelia if this bothers you, you
can always find another ride." he smiled sweetly at her.
"Fine,
I'll get in." she opened her door and hopped in.
As
Giles started the car, he asked, "Didn't you have a car, Cordelia? As I
recall, it was a rather fine automobile."
"Yeah,
it was. Until Daddy decided to play 'Hide-and-Go Seek' with his taxes.
" she pointed, "Turn left here. Well, anyway, Mr. Repo Man came by one
day and next thing I knew my car was history. So, now I bus."
Giles
burst out laughing. She turned to him,slightly peeved. "What's so funny?"
"I'm
sorry. I'm just trying to imagine Cordelia Chase on a bus." he chuckled
softly, "Quite a sight."
"Ha,Ha.
Very funny." she pointed to her building.
"Here.
Park here."
Pulling
up to the curb, he put the car in park. It made a slight choking sound
like it was on its last breath. Giles blushed embarrassed and Cordelia
cracked up. Getting out of the car, he followed her up to her apartment.
Unlocking the door, she gestured with her hand for him to come inside.
"Make yourself at home." she offered as she dropped her things on an end
table. Walking over to the kitchen, she asked," Would you like something
to drink? Or eat?"
"Umm....yes,
to drink actually. What do you have?" he asked as he took a good look at
her place. It was spacious and airy and the furniture seemed brand new.'Angel
must pay her well' he mused.
Opening
the fridge, she yelled out, "We have orange juice..uh..Gatorade, milk...iced
tea..." she closed the door and went to her cupboard. "Uh....I have Taster's
Choice for coffee, if you'd like?" She waited expectantly for his answer.
"I'll
just have iced tea, I suppose." he replied,as he sat down on her couch.
"Okay.
Ice?" she turned to him. He nodded.
As
she was preparing the drinks, she glanced over to him periodically. 'Something
was different,' she thought. He looked more relaxed, less stuffy than normal.
It dawned on her what was different. His clothes! No tweed suit, no ten
layers of clothing.Now it was just a casual pants, no tie and light jacket.
He looked good. 'What am I saying?' she thought.
Giles
looked up and caught her staring at him. He smiled, "What?"
Snapping
out of her brief reverie, she responded, "Hmm? Nothing." she picked up
the glasses and made her way over to him. " So, Giles I guess everyone
else was busy today,huh?" she handed him the glass.
Taking
her offer, he answered, "Thank you." he sipped his tea, "Why do you ask
that?"
"Because
why else would you have come? You and I both know why you wouldn't come
to L.A voluntarily, unless you were the only person left."
He
gave her a tiny smirk. "And why is that?" he asked as he sipped his tea.
"Because
you hate Angel."
At
her words, Giles practically choked on his tea. When he finally recovered,
he said, "Excuse me?"
"C'mon,
Giles give me some credit here. I'm not Mrs. Magoo. I can see what's going
on around me." she took a sip as well, " Everyone could see, well except
Buffy."
Giles
sat there in shock, not knowing what to say. Cordelia noticing his silence,
continued. "I don't know why you're shocked. I mean, it was expected especially
after...you know."
He
took off his glasses,rubbing his eyes. "I didn't know it was obvious."
"It
wasn't really. You never mentioned it, but anytime Angel was around, you'd
get all tense and silent. It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out
that you were uncomfortable around him." he started to say something, but
she continued. "What I don't understand is why you didn't just kick his
butt out. If I were you, which at the time thank God I wasn't 'cause you
were still wearing tweed...yech. Anyway, the minute I saw him, he'd have
been Angel dust." she sighed,exasperatedly, "But, because of Buffy, you
kept it all inside, you let him live then you were forced to work with
him, which you hated, until he left." she turned to face him, a knowing
smile on her face, "Boy, you must have been doing backflips the day you
found out he was leaving, right?"
"Tact
is still not one of your stronger suits, is it Cordelia?" he gritted.
She
shrugged impatiently. "I'll say it one more time, Giles. Tact is just not
saying true stuff. And if you can't say what's on your mind, then why bother?"
"I
suppose, in a way, you make a valid point," he said, causing her to flash
a grin. "I admit..I,"he paused, "..on a personal level, my feelings towards
Angel are not amiable. But on a business level, he has been useful at times,
and I can put aside my personal feelings to work with him."
"Fair
enough." she looked at him thoughtfully, "You know, he's been good. He
hasn't gone..grr or anything."
He
nodded in understanding and relief. "I'm glad to hear that, Cordelia."
He took another sip of his tea, before saying, "Let's move on to happier
subjects, shall we?" she nodded. "So, how is your acting career coming
along?"
"Hmm...so-so.
Not as great as I thought." she leaned back on the couch, " I've been to
a few auditions. Mostly for sorority types, rich girl types..you know those
kind." he nodded. "But, I did do a couple of commercials though."
"Really?
Which ones?"
"One
was for Spree. It's a type of fruity candy. Then, I did another for those
telephone packages. You know, the 1-800 kind, it was filmed over at UCLA.
I did a couple more not so memorable ones .." she looked down into her
glass, "I know it's not exactly Shakespeare but they pay well and it fills
up the blank area under 'experience' on a resume so that's a plus."
"Well,
I'm not worried,Cordelia. Once you set your mind to something, there's
nothing than can stop you." She glanced up at him surprised. He chuckled.
"Now, who's the one that's shocked."
"No,
no not shocked. Just surprised, that's all. I just never thought..." she
trailed off, while he held up his hand to shush her.
"Cordelia..."
he paused, " I'm not 'Mr. Magoo'." She smiled briefly, " I do notice things.
And one of the things I noticed about you over the years, is that you've
always been independent and strong. I mean, moving to Los Angeles by yourself,
to start a career in one of the toughest professions out there takes a
vast amount of courage. I admire you for that."
She
didn't know what to say. She'd always thought he considered her a flake
and tolerated her because of Xander. But to know that he admired her was
surprising and wonderful.
Giving
him a genuine smile, she replied, "Thank you, Giles. That means alot coming
from you." He smiled back, giving her a toothy grin, which gave her a warm
feeling. Clearing her throat, she asked, "So, uhh....how's life in Sunnydale?"
"Fine.
Buffy, Willow and Oz are at the University, while Xander is unemployed
at the moment." he answered.
"And
you? How's your life as a 'Gentleman of Leisure'?" she grinned.
"Wonderful,
thank you. The quiet time by myself is a breath of fresh air." he looked
at her curiously, "And you Ms.Chase, how did you know I was a 'Gentleman
of Leisure'?"
She
gave him a smug smile. "I have my ways." he raised an eyebrow. " No, really,
Oz told me when he came down here to give us the ring." He nodded and she
continued, " Which was a blessing since he saved Angel, Doyle and I from
Spike. Did you know Spike was down here?"
He
nodded resolutely. "Yes, I did."
"Gods,
that guy just doesn't give up. He kept going on and on about how Drucilla
left him and how it was Angel and Buffy's fault, blah, blah, blah.." she
sipped more of her tea, before continuing, "Then, he proceeds to tell us
how he has this blond vampire chick back in Sunnydale who adores and worships
him. Please! What girl, even a vampire girl would go for him?" she turned
to him.
At
her words, Giles blanched. He hoped she hadn't seen him,but she did. Frowning,
she asked, "Giles, what's the matter?"
"Nothing."
he replied, not very convincing.
"Oh,
no. Don't give me that. I'm not Mrs. Magoo, remember? I saw your face.
Why did you frown when I mentioned Spike's girlfriend? Is it because it's
someone I know?"
"Cordelia,
I think we should drop it, okay?" he told her, his voice taking on a firm
tone. "It's not important."
"The
hell it isn't! " she sat up straighter and glared at him. "Look, Giles
I know you. You wouldn't have made that face and then insist on dropping
a subject unless it wasn't important. Tell me!" she looked at him, her
face softening, "Please?"
"Are
you sure?" he asked,his voice holding a tone of question and concern in
it.
"Yes."
she replied firmly.
"Harmony."
he whispered.
"What?"
she didn't catch his whispered response.
"It's
Harmony. Spike's new girlfriend is Harmony."
Giles waited for her response.
She just sat there in disbelief. After a while, when she still hadn't said
anything, he asked. "Cordelia?"
She shook her head. "No.
It's a mistake. Harmony could never be a vampire." She got up and started
to pace. "It must have been another blonde."
Giles strode over to her.
"Cordelia...." he grabbed her arm, turned her to look at him. "It was her.
Willow, Oz.. the three of us saw her."
"That's why no one's seen
her. " She loosened her arm from his grip. "When I talked to Aura last,
she mentioned, she hadn't seen Harmony in ages.." She began to pace. Giles
hung back, watching her. " When did she turn?" she asked him.
"I'm not sure. I suspect
it was probably Graduation," he offered but she was barely listening. She
walked back to the couch. "God, when Aura and I were talking, we were making
fun of her..." she trailed off as tears started to take over. Covering
her face with her hands, she cried silently. Giles came over and sat down,
resting a hand on her back.
After a few moments, she
lifted her head." I don't know why I'm crying. I mean..Harmony and I haven't
been talking since way before Graduation." she sniffled and wiped her eyes.
"I didn't even consider her my friend anymore..really. And now I'm blubbering
like I just lost my best friend."
"She was,wasn't she?" Giles
asked, softly, causing tears to well up in her eyes once again. Putting
his hand gently on her back again, he asked, "Tell me about her. How long
have you known her?"
"Since preschool. The first
day, we were both wearing the same jeweled headband, so we naturally played
together." she sniffled. "We used to call ourselves the 'Jewel Girls'."
"'Jewel Girls'?"
She nodded. "There were these
two Barbies. One was Jeweled Barbie, who was blonde. And the other was
her best friend, named Whitney, who had brown hair. Their signature was
that everything they had was jeweled. Necklaces, earrings, even their outfits
were sparkly. " She grabbed a Kleenex." They were our favorites. And since
we looked liked them and loved to play with jewelry, we called ourselves
that."
"I see."
She looked at him. "You probably
think that's stupid but we had fun.... What did we know?" She blew her
nose. "Our parents loved it though. That we were friends, I mean. Same
'social' circles, same country clubs, parties and we even went on vacations
together."
Giles sat there quietly and
let her talk. He knew that she needed it in order to recover from the loss
of her friend.
She continued, "So, we were
best friends. We talked about clothes, boys, and who did what and to whom.
We loved to gossip and we were so girly-girly. Tea parties, dress-up. Gods,
did we like to dress-up." She turned to face him, her face brightening
at the memory. "One time, after we begged and begged our parents to let
us have a dress-up party, they finally agreed. We invited all our friends
to my house and we played dress-up. The whole works! Beads, high heels,
furs, and fancy dresses. Then, our parents hired some people to serve us
like we were at our own grown-up party, with grown-up food. " she smiled
at the memory.
"Sounds like the two of you
were quite the party." he said.
"Yeah, we were." She looked
at her hands. "That was the thing about Harmony. We always had fun together.
That's why I liked being friends with her, but we weren't the type of best
friends that Willow and Xander are."
"What do you mean?" he asked
softly.
"Harmony is not the person
you could call at 3:00 in the morning to discuss your deep personal problems
with. I guess to be fair, I wasn't that type either." She glanced at him,
"Willow and Xander were just...you know, the type of friends you knew would
do anything for each other. Their the type you COULD call at three in the
morning." Her voice went soft, "I always wanted that kind of best friend.
Harmony and I weren't like that. I liked her, we had fun and it was cool
but.."
"But what?"
She shrugged. " I don't know.
It's just...I didn't think it was a problem until I got to High School.
I noticed she always agreed with me, which was nice in a way, you know
to have an ally. But.." Her voice got higher and she turned to Giles her
hands spread, "I mean, if I said the sky was yellow when it really wasblue,
she'd agree with me. It got on my nerves sometimes. But you see, we were
friends for so long that I tried to look past that,but then when I started
to date Xander, I realized they were all the same. Sheep!" She reached
for her glass, taking a sip. "So sheepy that you could clothe a small country
with all the wool they had. Then, after the Xander fiasco, I wanted to
be her friend again, I'm not sure why, but I still wanted to." She looked
at him, in confusion, "What I don't understand is my feelings about her
haven't changed. I still think she's sheepy. But, for some reason I can't
fathom, knowing that she's a vampire...hurts.." She trailed off,as tears
flooded over.
Giles pulled Cordelia to
him and held her, not saying anything, just holding her. After her tears
subsided somewhat, Cordelia pulled back to look at him.
"I'm sorry, Giles. I...what
has gotten into me? I'm crying more than an actress on a soap opera." she
sniffed.
Handing her a handkerchief,
he stated. "Cordelia, don't apologize." He brushed back some hair from
her face. "Listen to me. Remember Ethan Rayne?"
"Isn't he the guy who helped
you kill that guy that time?"
He rolled his eyes in annoyance.
"Yes. You're never going to forget that are you?"
"Nope." She gave him a tiny
smile.
Returning it, he said, "Well,
anyway, Ethan Rayne, at one time or another, was my best friend. Like you
and Harmony, Ethan and I used to have some wild times. Together we were
unstoppable. Fun, randy, carefree, powerful...It was wonderful." he said,fondly.
"But?" she asked curiously.
"But, my relationship with
Ethan was much like yours with Harmony." He leaned back on the couch. "He
wasn't the type that you could tell your personal problems to. Self-centered,
irresponsible beyond sense, made horrible decisions."
"What do you think of him
now?"
"I think he's an insufferable
bastard who did unscrupulous things for his own benefit." he stated, his
voice softening. "But, if he turned into a vampire, I'd have to say it
would saddened me tremendously."
"It would?" she asked, skepticism
in her voice.
"Yes. Because, the two of
you, Ethan and I were friends at one time. Best Friends. And whether like
it or not, I shared some great memories with him. Memories that I cherish
and will always stay with me." he told her, wondering if she was understanding.
"Just like you and Harmony."
Cordelia sat there quietly
for awhile taking in what Giles had said. She knew he was right. No matter
what had happened between the two of them, she still cared for Harmony.
Like he said, that would, nor could ever change.
Speaking softly, she muttered.
"I don't think I could stake her, Giles. I'm not sure I could do it."
"I know." he replied, his
voice compassionate. "But, I believe that you could, if put in a position
where you had to defend yourself."
"Thanks." she replied, gratefully.
"Besides Cordelia, she's
not that powerful. Even though, she is Spike's girlfriend, from what I've
seen, she's not that much of a threat." he said, reassuringly.
"Be thankful for small things."
she exclaimed, giving him a half smile. "Well, this has been a tearjerker
of a conversation, if I ever saw one. I think you said you wanted to talk
about happier subjects. This was about as happy as a Daria cartoon."
He smiled brightly. "Well,
next time, we'll try to stick to topics of a more cheerful nature. Like
the weather or..cars."
"Like how come you don't
have a car made in this decade?" she teased.
"Cordelia..." he uttered,
menacingly.
"I'm kidding, Giles. Just
kidding." she grinned at him. They sat there grinning at each other when
the phone rang.
Picking it up, she said,
"Hello? Oh, Angel..I'm glad you called. Giles is here to see you." He sat
there patiently, wondering what Angel was saying. "Uhunh. He has some Hellmouth
scaries to discuss. Are you at the agency? You are? Okay, I'll send him
over, bye."
He stood up. "So, Angel is
at the agency? I guess I'd better go."
"I guess so." She stood as
well and walked him to the door. Opening it, she said, "I'm glad to see
you, Giles. It was good talking to you. Thanks."
He genuinely smiled. "The
pleasure was mine, Cordelia." He shifted a bit, before continuing, "If
you ever need anything, don't hesitate to call me. Anytime."
She grinned shyly. "I will.
Oh! Wait!" She ran to her end table and picked up a pen and paper.
"Here's my number." She scribbled on the page, then tore it off. "Call
me if the bright lights of Sunnydale become too much for you and you want
to be a 'Gentleman of Leisure' down here."
Taking the paper, he said
warmly, "Don't worry, I will." He gave her a smile that left her slightly
tingly. Leaning towards her, he kissed her on the cheek. "Thank you, Cordelia.
I will be seeing you." he told her, then turned and left, leaving her staring
after him.
Shaking her head, she closed
the door and walked back to the couch. Plopping down, she spoke aloud.
"Wow! Who ever thought Giles
was such a hottie?"